Mixed feelings about what we had and what could have been Never thought there would come a time you would leave Thinking back I probably was too blind to see You were daceptive with tricks up your sleeve Things were all fine or so it seemed Your fake stories made my heart bleed You could have been honest and tell me we were done That would be something I could overcome You decided to follow a different path By telling lies that gave me fellings of wrath You would rather spent time with some other With being honest you couldn't be bothered Leaving notes that said you would end it all That really hurt and made me feel appalled I took it hard 'cause I still had feelings In the end that took a lot of healing In hindsight I'm glad life took this turn I would have given love you couldn't return Looking back there were times of joy Those memories I don't want to destroy I hope you're content the way you are I'm glad we parted without fighting a war It's all over now, we're part of history All that's left, bittersweet memories Mixed feelings about what we had and what could have been Never thought there would come a time you would leave Thinking back I probably was too blind to see Your deception is my bittersweet memory