Another sleepless night, Snow starts to fall between dead branches, Outside, in the winding avenues, The happiness I couldn't find. I watch the looming homes in the distance, Lighting up the contours of the darkened hills. It reminds me of my loneliness. A longing starts to swell in my eyes, And through these tears, I can barely see what has been passing me by. I have just failed too many times and I wish... I could have been better... I thought I could give more... I should of became something else. I guess this apathy is a pathetic form of self-defeat. And I can only watch this sad life slip through my fingers. I am fading in these streets, Everything is turning to ash, I drink every night, hoping to forget... Because this fleeting existence aches. Harassed by sleeplessness, Grasping at every mirage, Trying so hard to fill this immense emptiness. But because I am an ugly human... I know how this will end... I know... I will be the one alone