My mom liked my song
She said it was sweet
I hope that you hear this one at least
I've been doing great
And I don't mean ironically
I've gotten into music
And I've starting loving me
I thought that we had until the end of time
I guess that was just a dream of another life
I'm okay with that in fact, I'm the happiest I've been
But you win some and you loose it
I still miss my best friend
I hope that you're better now
I hope your two jobs have settled down
I hope you're taking your time to really enjoy life
I hope that you're happy
Without me
Without me
I hated you at first
I could barely eat or sleep
I just went through the motions there was nothing left of me
But then I hit a switch
Sometime in the past month
I don't know the girl who cried at your knees
I'm nothing like I was
I hope that you're better now
I hope your two jobs have settled down
I hope you're taking your time to really enjoy life
I hope that you're happy
Without me
I sprained my ankle
I made new friends
I visit home every weekend
Like I promised I would
I've opened up now, I take big risks
And I have myself to thank for it
I've never been so fearless
So with that, I hope you're okay
I hope she tells you to drive home safe
And if she doesn't then I'm saying it
You may never hear this, but if you do
I'll never forget last fall with you
Here's my October, one year later