Lately
Been scared to show the real me
Some apples fall farther than most
But they always roll back again
Maybe
I'll find the one to change me
But when push comes to shove
I'm still just my parents kid
Grew up to quick
Never threw no fits
I kept my piece hidden from signs
Didn't want the rents to see my side
But damn they argue all the time
Relates to the way I speak my mind
To girls who saw the other side
It always ends up with one leaving
Having tears run down our eyes
Oh no
Lemme speak though
I had issues with communicating feelings since I was five
Building bars within my mind
To keep my thoughts from running wild
Learned my issues were my fault
From the day I saw my mama cry on the floor
Since then my voice changed its tone
I wouldn't let my lows go
That sweet depression
Turned obsession had me observing the flow
Of people coming by
In and out my life
Do they see the same as me
Oh I question all the time
Tell me where I went wrong
My chain of thought feels off
World moves In one direction
Why can't I ever catch up
We all can look the same
It's the mind that makes a view one of one
That's why I hesitate
To take the jump
From relationships
Situationships
One and dones that went to long
Cared more to go prove em' wrong
I can make a happy home
Expectations make frustrations
Lead to pain given sensations
Found true bliss in the vexations
(Uh uh)
Lately
Been scared to show the real me
Some apples fall farther than most
But they always roll back again
Maybe
I'll find the one to change me
But when push comes to shove
I'm still just my parents kid
Oh
Find the one to make a home
Oh
I promise I will learn and grow
Oh
Promise I will make a home