Every time I love I lose instead Every word she said still in my head If it made things better Leaving all those letters left unread It's still me here dealing with All these feelings in my head I can't take this It's on my mind again You said I'd never let it go Once again you win But I know the things you've done But you say it's in the past No reason for me to jump To these conclusions fast in my head If you only knew what was in my head I can't take this It's on my mind again Tell me when you're with him Does he fuck you like a lover or a friend? Does he know the things you've done? Does he think it's in the past? Cause the truth is finally here at last In my head If you only knew what was in my head I can't take this Manipulated once again Breaking until I bend