They only pay attention to you when You're dead
I'm just glad I got attention before I Was gone
I been feeling like the dead i hear it All alone
And im not the king but they put me On this throne
December 29th ah fire fight should've Took my life
I see my mama cry I tell her please go Wipe your eyes
When Johnson boys ride them Jacksons ain't to far behind
Nine milli on my side some bullets For the Other side
I feel I've lost my mind I'm losing Time still getting high
I Need her by my side shes down to Ride im down to slide
Those bullets hit our ride it hit my Mind we almost died
You should've let me die because I'm Dead right now tonight
Our kid the one that's died I'm glad This time because our life
Now rowan needs his dad but youre Still mad I'm losing time
I'm losing time
Since 29
Ill lose my life
Im mad inside
So dead inside
They'll never find
The pain inside
Revenge in mind
I should've died
He's on my mind
My little guy
Four months your life
Was by my side
Still down to ride
You know I'll slide
For you you're mine
I was living wrong was never in my living room
Seventeen year old master mind you'll never Know
All the biggest things I keep in mind that help me grow
And all the darker things that
Keep my down when I'm alone
If I'm not getting high I'm feeling like ah fuckin clone
I wished they'd see the signs of what I have and what is wrong
Sayin that I'm sad is under Everything you'll know
Cause I'm fuckin dead this livin Vessel has no soul
I can't breathe
Can't eat
Can't sleep
Won't sleep
Nigga talkin
Better know I got some heat
Ppl cryin cause this bitch said
R I P
She was lyin I'm still walking on my Feet
But know inside I just want eternal Sleep
I'm not mad at the nigga but he Weak
And I'm sorry you gone have to taste Defeat
So I'm pusin movin lookin for you b But no New York
When we rocc them zoo york jeans
My heart is sore she know how to Damage me
I'm still at war wit myself won't take Defeat
I'm losing time
Since 29
Ill lose my life
Im mad inside
So dead inside
They'll never find
The pain inside
Revenge in mind
I should've died
He's on my mind
My little guy
Four months your life
Was by my Side
Still down to ride
You know I'll slide
For you you're mine