Is it a lie to say I'm happy with the way things all turned out? And looking back I'm proud of where we've been I had that same dream (where I know how the puzzle piece fits) But I just cant reach it anymore It's getting harder to keep my head out of water Accept that I have grown I've been chasing pavements nightly Searching for some clarity And a place to call my home Its sink or swim with concrete at my feet (Head underwater) I wonder when the end and I will meet Every night that I cannot sleep it gets harder and harder to chase my dreams (When they're fucking chasing me) It's getting harder to keep my head out of water Accept that I have grown I've been chasing pavements nightly Searching for some clarity And a place to call my home I know I'm over my head, I know I'll never relax If every step I take is just 2 steps back Time is wasted away spent swallowed in fear Will I be stuck in my head or will I disappear? It's getting harder to keep my head out of water Accept that I have grown I've been chasing pavements nightly Searching for some clarity And a place to call my home