Its such an ugly thing The way you treated me I should've walked away Never to look back! Its all still haunting me I'm still in disbelief A broken memory! Fading into black! I could save you But I fucking hate you There's no escaping and you're never gonna fucking see! You don't know me And you don't own me And you can't control me It's only in your fucking dreams! I don't know When I lost it all, when I lost control I don't know If I could ever let this Ever let this go! There's nothing you could say To make me want to change You should've walked away Now you fucking run! Its all just such a waste The time you stole from me And now you're on your knees Look into the gun! I won't save you I fucking hate you There's no escaping, and I'm never gonna fucking see! I don't know you And I don't want you You're uncontrollable, a nightmare not a fucking dream! I don't know When I lost it all, when I lost control I don't know If I could ever let this Ever let this go! I don't know If I could ever let this Ever let it go! I don't know (I don't know if I can! I don't know when I lost!) When I lost it all, when I lost control I don't know (I'll never let this go! I'll never let it go!) If I could ever let this Ever let this go!