Its been a long time since I held my head Under water just to feel the need to breathe Everybody does thats what I thought All my life And its been a while I hurt myself To make sure I still feel And its been a while I carried that around But still Lern to crawl Before you walk Its not that far
Not that far Fate is just another step away Hello Never mind how hard I tried at all ♪ Its been a while I called you late at night With the pill box empty falling to the ground Tripping over bottles pumped dry Passing out And its long ago I found myself Unconscious and out cold Hiding in my closet With the razor to my throat Its not that far Fate is just another step away Hello Never mind how hard I tried at all So you know it feels like drowning every time My days turn counter clockwise Seeking for a reason that once Got me far Dark clouds keep appearing otherwhile At all Not that far Fate is just another step away Hello Never mind how hard I tried at all