What have I forgotten It's not what you wanted Yet I want you to know When you stop responding Can I step back honest And say how I feel for you Cause if you told me "I'm saying something new" Pull me out of here Take me somewhere bright & blue Going back I would've been a better me Looked you in the eyes and Done things differently It couldn't change things No it's not a place I would've seen What are you saying I plugged my ears when I told you I wanted out Now I'm coming down Forgetting your face I'm walking away before I break Fold back inwards Leave me falling tragically A feeling I know A pattern I'm starting to understand The way I feel things The way I know you never can Could never change you You picked yourself back up With both of your hands Once you've got it it's not How it's supposed to be To think you fought something Conceived so naturally To think I felt something Believed so beautifully