I wish my bed would swallow me whole I wish I could sink right in and disappear Disappear so no one can see me crying Disappear so I don't have to feel The guilt of not being able to get out of bed Don't let them see my ribs Don't let them see my blood Don't let them see my wet face and puffy eyes My mind is restless and I wish I could turn it all off I wish I could turn it all off Exactly eight years later Who would have thought My bed would still be made A coffin Lived a little, some content, and a full year of bliss But now I'm ready to crawl back in I'm exactly where it all began A circle of life and death all in one fucking lifetime Well I'm amazed I even made it this far Don't let them see my ribs Don't let them see my blood Don't let them see the bottle of pills And purge, purge, purge All over the floor