So special, it's so stressful And no rest for the devil on a weekday And I'll remember the first time I met you I wasn't really punk rock, just a cheapskate Go to sleep to the waves on the freeway Wake up wasted, ain't nobody tryna see straight Lookin' at me like I drove up in a pumpkin But climbed inside like you're tryna find somethin' If we lucky enough to get drunk and fall in love Maybe decades later we could be arguin' for nothin' The parts fit like a puzzle and all of a sudden She let me put a couple of Slugs in the oven I put a ring around Saturn on a Saturday Valentine's, so I took you on a valid date Starin' up at the stars above a frozen lake Maybe the stars are ghosts, it's hard to say Either way, the Milky way doesn't even feel far away With your lips on my face and a car full of mixtapes Just push play, don't even ask Runnin' around in Minneap' like it's the whole map From the bottom of the rock to the top of the trash They tried to blow, but couldn't copy my jazz And I'm tryna slow it down, soften the crash But when I'm gone, I hope the last sound I heard was your laugh The vanity plates say "Love Life" But the look on your face says "Uptight" I'm upright 'cause I ain't supposed to crawl And then I, I held breath and dove into the fall I'm not waitin' on death to write my name on the wall I'd rather swim through the flood with a chain and a ball The background took the shock of the tremor Put the sad clown flag down, but not to surrender I accept the challenge, got me lookin' at the mirror Like, "I hear ya crystal clear, you're still here" I' ma play my position 'til the end of existence I made this new playlist, give it a listen