When I was 19 I lost everything I was tryna show you love But you made me Regret,oh yeah I took drugs And now the drugs is taking me far away From my life Everything that I love, that I want Soon I'm 20, and I'm dying Lost a lot of friends And It gave me peace No I ain't complaining yeah My demons tell me that i'd die soon (would die soon) But I shake their voices off Thanks to molly(Molly) And w some bitches by my side here Bitch, I ain't dying soon No,I ain't juice No I ain't dying (999) Live my life (999) I said I'm 19 I said I'm 19 No I'm not dying(yeah yeah ah) I'm 19 (yeah) Oh oh ohh ohh oh I don't give a fuck no more Put my hands on the floor And i said i I was gon live a better life I spend too much of my days crying I don't really give a fuck no more I turned 19 I'm not a kid no more I'm gonna live my best life I only live once so I don't give a fuck no more I put my hands on the floor I'm gonna dress up in Gucci and Dior I got no money but I will spend it all Ohh I'm 19 I'm 19 I lost a lot a lot of friends But I got much better and I bought a Benz I do not give a fuck Who wants to be my friend Who wants to be my friend no more 19 I'll soon be 20 I am no more a kid I know I lost a lot of friends on the way now But I'm gonna get better Soon as I'm older