I can't remember the taste
Of the sweet summer's air
Or the feeling of wind on my skin
Tortured and cold, I stay locked in this room
Drowning in my sin
Do you remember?
Do you recall the times when we smiled?
If they existed at all
Now darkness looms over my shoulder
A wretched remnant of a time long gone
I stand forgotten, in the sands of time
I stand here rotting, in this fog of death
Wishes betrayed, I curse the fetters of time that chain me down
Decaying dolls whisper in the madness of night
There must be something better
I hear their words, their sweet whispers of love and of hope
Would that exist for me?
Would I ever be able to find a new reason to live?
I reach my hand out
Hoping to grasp a new dream (to grasp a new dream)
If I could leave this place in a blink
I'd be gone (to see a new scene)
Lay your hands on me
Open my heart and let me feel what it means to live again
As I wither away under my sins
There is no escape
There is no chance at a better life
That's what you told me
So fight all you want
In the end you'll be back in this cage
I am a monster
I am a beast
And no one in this world will ever love me
My search continues
Dirt under my nails and blood on my cheeks
A place without worry
Is it so wrong for that to be all I seek?
I am a monster
Never to find peace in this wretched world
But yet I keep on searching
Because hope is all that is left to me
I reach my hand out
Hoping to grasp a new me (to grasp a new dream)
If I could leave this place, in a flash
I'd be gone (to see a new scene)
Lay your hands on me
Open my heart and let me feel what it means to live again
As I wither away under my sins
This sorrow blinds me
It stabs into my heart again and again
I cannot find my way out of this blackness
And life goes on
Ignoring my cries for safety (my cries for someone)
And life goes on
And life goes on