I'm still pacing past the locked room Mistook your hat up on the coat rack for you Thought for sure you'd come home early To be clear I've never understood a word that you said It's fine till you arrive Till then I'd rather die Sleeping in the window I'd rather be cold I'd don't want to miss you come home You always make it back Each time a little worn And I don't want to leave it I'm tired of the feeling You won't believe how I sleep or how I don't I spent the night inside your sweatshirt It made me warm I thought the heat would bring you back But I just slept It's fine till you arrive Till then I'd rather die Sleeping in the window I'd rather be cold I'd don't want to miss you come home You always make it back Each time a little worn And I don't want to leave it I'm tired of the feeling You won't believe how I sleep or why it's Every time the door is shut Every household noise is us And all the different floor board creaks Sound out every vowel of our name Everyone still talks to me Like I can ever reciprocate How am I supposed to be Flattered when they're kind to me When all I am is your namesake You leave behind like an old nickname I'd like to think that it's all the same The usual business and that's just our end game Not all of us are kind enough To wait around while you find yourself again I'm fine when you arrive Till then I guess alive Sleeping in the window I'd rather be cold I'd don't want to miss you come home You always make it back Each time a little worn out And I don't want to leave it I'm tired of the feeling You won't believe how I sleep or how I don't