I saw that mountain burn or was it in my head? I'll track down the words if you dig up the dead Well, I have never been free, but I have always been cheap No, I have never been free But nothing in my bones can say just where you've been Nothing in my bones can let me start again, I'll start again My eyelids falling down, all my dreams in black and white I see so clearly now I won't ever get it right Well, I don't wanna be free (I don't wanna be free) I don't wanna be me (I don't wanna be me) I don't wanna be free (I don't wanna be free) You want me scream at your ex-girlfriend Well, I wanna be much better than I am You want me scream at your ex-boyfriend But I wanna be and I don't think I can Nothing in my bones can say just where you've been Nothing in my bones can let me start again I'll start again I'll start again I'll start again