Out here waiting Beyond the wire A holy longing Consumes my mind Anticipating Ecstatic fire I'm out here hanging On razor wire My head throbs hot My limbs are numb A fever thirst Dry tongue is struck dumb My soul cries out My body churns With cramping lust I pray it must come Anticipating Ecstatic fire I'm out here waiting My idée fixe Burns in this flesh Feverish wish Await abject Focused on the searing light Mantra drumming through my mind My painful path to paradise This manic thirst for you Out here waiting Beyond the wire A world not made For such as I I tremble like A moth in flame My hunger is My only faith I dwell in shame For I am filth Afflicted with This sick sack of sin My mortal flesh I flagellate I'll thrash myself Into fucking bits Chase the object Of my love Embrace apocalypse My idée fixe Burns in this flesh Feverish wish Await abject Focused on the searing light Mantra drumming through my mind My painful path to paradise This manic thirst for you Mortified, sanctified My idée fixe Burns in this flesh Feverish wish Await abject Focused on the searing light Mantra drumming through my mind My painful path to paradise This manic thirst for you I yearn to join With my beloved In sacrament Of flesh and blood