I'm so tired, waking up to an empty fucking house Everything is spinning backwards, to a time where I didn't feel at home Though wherever I go, my urge for life is gone I need someone or something to light a fire in my heart Something to long for, and something to want Though the thoughts in my head are turning for the worse I'm trying so hard but it feels like I'm cursed I will outlast this, I will fight my way out I'll find a new way of life, I'll bring strength back in my eyes I know it's hard for you to see But just you watch me Watch me grow strong See everything I've learned Watch me carry the world I'm not dead yet I'll fucking swallow the pain Give it my all I'll crush the competition Never backing down And when Im at the top Looking back down on you Remember every fucking thing You ever made me do Fuck you I've never felt more alive I've never felt stronger I won't be taking your shit any longer Time has made me realise that being alone is not a weakness Now I know who I am And what I was born to do Watch me carry the world