What is happening? How have you been?
You found your way back to me again
I wrote you off
Led you astray
You smell the scent of my fear from fucking miles away
Threw me into the dark of night
Now my eyes have adjusted to this lack of light
Way to go, just like that, pull me back again
Seduce me with your lies and all your false pretense
Of better days and clear blue skies
Meadows bloom and open eyes, wide
Where flowers grow and rivers flow
But still water's all I'll ever know
So what is happening? How have you been?
You found your way back to me again
I wrote you off
Led you astray
You smell the scent of my fear from fucking miles away
But
I'm so done with the guilt and shame
You've passed your judgement and I've staked my claim
And maybe one day I will feel no pain
But for now you stay in place
I fed you vulture 'til you fucking bloated
You picked the flesh off of me right to the fucking bone
Gave a hand, took my arm and now I finally see
Needed you more than you'll ever need me
But I've tread behind enemy lines before
Lost sanity and clear sight before
Set me free for the sake of me
Won't lay the blade at my feet
I'm so done with the guilt and shame
You've passed your judgement and I've staked my claim
And maybe one day I will feel no pain
But for now you stay in place
My oldest friend, no good to see you again
Leave me be and we'll both repent
Wash away the sins and just let me be
Under your spell but with clear sight I see
I set me free