Frustration is getting the best of me Trying to die isn't easy as it seems I throw myself from the tip of my blade Why is it so easy for those gays to get AIDS? It's been 3 whole weeks of procrastination Now I'll take the plunge with no hesitation Because there's only so much that one man can give I stand here empty handed with no reason to live Well, they say that every dog has its day But the obituaries never print my name So I'm forced to decide my own extermination Whatever the price I will learn my lesson I feel this pain in the pit of my stomach A pain that's so great, it's hard for me not to love it Perhaps it's the maggots starting to devour Organ by organ, hour by hour Put me out of my misery If you call yourself a friend Put me out of my misery Put a bullet in my head True friends don't let true friends suffer Pump the lead into my brain Every night I pray to Mother Come to me and ease the pain