I drown in depressions. Countless addictions wear me down. Here's a confession. I'm gonna kill myself tonight. The downward spiral. An endless stream of accidents. I feel so useless. I'm better off dead. Hating life. Look in my eyes. You'll see the dark. A sharpened knife. Will set me free. No more frustrations. About all the bad shit in my life. I see no future. Don't wanna fight another day. I hate this life. So much you won't understand.$ I'm sick and tired, Of this downhill ride. Hating life. I hate this life. I have paid my dues. I don't see the light. So I won't stick around. I drown in depressions. Countless addictions wear me down. Here's a confession. I'm gonna kill myself tonight. The downward spiral. An endless stream of accidents. I feel so useless. I'm better off dead. Hating life. Look in my eyes. You'll see the dark. A sharpened knife. Will set me free. Hating life.