It's so Hard to live With the things I hold inside A child I was when I Lost my pride I need some fucking help I try so hard to fail Like a tree with no room I find it hard to bloom An efflorescent state Where I can feel okay There's too much on my plate Am I just tempting fate? And I just want to bloom too Just like the rest of you And trust me I'm trying to grow out of gloom But the shadow in me still looms So I will commune with the moon Just to be told I ruined my youth I need some fucking help I try so hard to fail Like a tree with no room I find it hard to bloom An efflorescent state Where I can feel okay There's too much on my plate Am I just tempting fate?