Look Heartbroken, up all night I'm crying again I feel constant pain not just like now and then I wanna write my story I can't even find a pen It must be in my jacket pocket from when I was ten Don't you find it funny, how we were treated when we were kids will ultimately define who we are as men No ones there for you, even people you thought were family, when I needed you most where d'you go my friend Take my heart, mind, soul, break it to pieces I wanna stand up for myself but my brain it freezes Give it time kid, things change just like the seasons I've been living in hell man just kill my demons I don't like it here mum I just wanna leave I can't handle the stress mum I can barely breathe I ain't going to school mum, these kids keep picking on me Haven't told no one but can't they see Listen here my angel, you don't have to take it Count to ten, close your eyes, come on just be patient People hate you, shake you, til' they break you But son how strong you stand will eventually make you They say you look different, talk different and you're kinda weird But you're my beautiful baby boy and that's how it is You know I'd take away all the pain that you've had to go through Don't worry son hang in there just persevere One year later, nothing's changed it hurts the same Maybe it's my fault mum, maybe it's me to blame Someone said that sticks and stones may break your bones but words can never hurt you You sure? I think that quotes insane I mean I can't complain, got a loving family they ask me every day How was school son? It was ok Have you ever been sat on your school bus with all your mates yet it feels like you're walking home in the pouring rain Name a remedy, something giving me energy I've been feeling so tired, I just wanna be a better me My times runnin' out, tearing up and breaking down I think they've gone too far man, I can't turn this around I hear an ambulance, sirens changing the ambience Imagine what's gonna happen if I go and I'm absent I won't let this world win not today, so tomorrow I'm going school I promise I'm taking action but I wanna runaway bro I wanna runaway I can't take anymore I wanna runaway I wanna run away, I wanna runaway I can't do this no more, I wanna runaway I wanna runaway away mum I wanna runaway I can't stay in this place I wanna runaway