Like Family ties my only hope's to keep this family alive God broke a family of five They were all on the rise man it sucks to see your family fly And there's famine in my stomach cause I focus on crying Got me thinking about my worth when I'm dying Is this life all a blessing or a curse and I'm trying to comprehend But maybe it's not worth all my time Thinking am I losing myself when I look back on Ls Then I question if I ever really found me yet Prioritising others now I think twice (twice twice) Cause I ain't been holding down me yet (down) Sickening thoughts about entering morgues (morgues morgues) Breaking down when they open the door Battle life but I know that I'm losing the war Put two and two don't know what I'm losing it for How long I gotta wait for this weight on my shoulders to pass Thinking if I breathe right now what's the chances of this breath I'm gonna take is gonna be the last I would rather let my mind stay hungry than to feed the past (stay hungry) I don't talk too much but niggas greedy so I feed them bars (bars) And they cap too much say I'm meedy but they see I'm hard (hard) And they don't see the works And I know the man are talking cause their pussy hurts (pussy hurts) See the vision first And I know that they'll all copy when they see it works Nice guy angle never got me to no B's Mandem begging T can you come be a hoe please Never had it in me I just stay on my own steeds Focus on my goals so I won't be in OT Doing OT in this 9-5, isn't gonna cater for the things that I try buy When you ain't got it yet why does it seem like time flies Racing by myself it's only cats that get nine lives (Why) Cause I done saw my sister die and she was working hard And my other sister died it was just the start