I'm here again with nothing but the memory of what I was so long ago. The kid I was, that I let go. Strip my mind naked for you to see the doors i shut in me and I'm confined within these lies. Now I am everything that i despised. I'd give this away to go back there and face my fears. I look into your eyes as you. Tell me about the things that you've been through. A lonely child left to survive with guilt and anger that won't subside. I'd give this away to go back there and face my fears. I'm smoking now, I'm choking now. I get lost in the fog of my own self doubt. Exhale, release, inhaling feels like nothing ever happend and I'm still me.