Sudden thoughts of suicide Never really crossed my mind But I'm thinking 'bout what I'd leave here If I were to disappear Yesterday I came down so happy But these sleepless nights keep coming at me I guess I just have to accept it These gray days are coming back at me Sudden thoughts of suicide Never really crossed my mind But I'm thinking 'bout what I'd leave here If I were to disappear My parts fell apart, tried to patch it But these gloomy skies keep coming at me And patching means shaking a habit These sweaty nights keep coming at me And sudden thoughts of suicide Never really crossed my mind Some way somehow I have to fight Find some kind of way to light Instrumental Sudden thoughts of suicide Never really crossed my mind Yeah somehow I'll get up and fight My sisters guide me back to light My sisters guide me back to light My sisters guide me back to light