Facing the future never left me so scared
Second guessing decisions I haven't made yet
I've failed before and I know I will again
I can't change the fact that I am just a man
(Face to face, face to face)
Face to face with the scars of my past
Face to face with my fears and I'm not coming back from this
(Face to face, face to face)
I can't help but run rather than fix the problem
I'm living stuck in the past
It's easier said than done, and I'm watching this train wreck over and over again
Tell me that I will be just fine, at least just for a little while
Keep me safe tonight, I won't last the night
Tell me my life won't pass me by, that one day I'll realize
My mistakes are what made me who I am in the first place
Try living your life owned by persistent distrust
Of everything that you think and feel is right, it'll drive you insane
And now I'm counting the days until this all goes away
And I'm finally free to change my ways
Am I going insane?
My body fails me as my chest clenched up, it's all too much to take
The ground is crumbling at my feet, it's falling out from underneath
I'm broke, I'm sick, I'm lost, I don't know what to do with myself
The sky is falling, the sky is falling
I can't help thinking that I'm cursed with monotony
Not a lack of passion, just a lack of self-esteem
Every word they say resounding in my head, "You'll never make it."
And I believed it
I wanna know what it means to be tired
I wanna know what it means to feel silence
Tell me I'll be alright, tell me I'll be just fine
Tell me that I will be just fine, at least just for a little while
Keep me safe tonight, I won't last the night
Tell me my life won't pass me by, that one day I'll realize
My mistakes are what made me who I am