I wanna watch you burn
Watch you go up in flames
I wanna make it hurt
In every goddamn way
I hope you're breaking down
When you find my voice
Screaming out loud, shameless, and proud
Just like you
I'm struggling to be a better man
I just might lose
I'm trying to find a reason to pretend
I'm not just like you
(I'm struggling to)
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm better than that
Call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm better than that
Call it what you want
I hope I make it out alive
From this head of mine
It's hateful and wide
Just like your eyes
This can't be true
I'm struggling to be a better man
It's just no use
I think I found my demons, they're not dead
And they're calling you
I'm struggling to be a better man
I just might lose
I'm trying to find a reason to pretend
I'm not just like you
(I'm struggling to)
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm better than that
Call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm struggling to
I'm struggling to call it what you want
I'm better than that
Call it what you want
Truthfully, I know I'll be alright
I'm living in my time
My future's so bright
I can't rush my life