I crave to forget But my soul still remembers That vibrant dream burning in me I chose a life in remorse Even when I try to stand still and be fine I always doubt to survive This feeling is so pure Makes me shiver all along One step back as I take one forward Is there hope in sight? Now I am tumbling through the night Feeling desperate and torn Being stranded - alone I went astray from my way to happiness Breathing, until my body's collapsed Believing but blinded left to fate This fucking feeling is so pure it makes me shiver all along (Breathing) I chose a life in remorse A step back when I move forward Even when I try to still and be fine I always doubt to survive Doubt to survive Now I am tumbling through the night Something that I always regret A shadow of myself, in retrospect Release this dying light Let it be, let it free Is there hope in sight? Now I am tumbling through the night Feeling desperate and torn Being stranded - alone Is there hope in sight? Now I am tumbling through the night Feeling desperate and torn Being stranded - alone I went astray from my way to happiness