Every night it's all the same, I close my eyes just to wake up to a bad dream.
Why, why can't the lights just stay out? '
Cause when they're on I am lost.
And I, hate myself.
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I know my life can never be the same.
When we were young I had no guilt, I didn't have to hide the shame.
Self loathing is the product of my enemy.
I see him in my reflection staring back at me.
Step back and fucking get away from. . .
You're the one I always had to run from.
Thought that I could trust you with everything.
Turns out my loved ones only want to hurt me.
Step back and fucking get away from. . .
You're the one I always had to run from.
And I can't believe that after everything I said to you, you still turned a blind...
I remember everything that you did to me as if it was the first time.
Time after time I repeated myself in hopes to get rid of all the nights that brought me here in the first place.
What more could you possibly take given the situation.
I've already given all there was to take.
So stay away from. . .
You're dead to me.
Or can't you tell?
You've burned every bridge that you thought you had left.
So stay away from me.
Self loathing is the product of my enemy.
I see him in my reflection staring back at me.
Step back and fucking get away from. . .
You're the one I always had to run from.
Thought that I could trust you with everything.
Turns out my loved ones only want to hurt me.
Step back and fucking get away from. . .
You're the one I always had to run from.
Run from.
RUN FROM, you and everything.
You've ever done to me.
I still don't see the point in living day by day.
When I always have to wake.
You see what you've done?
You pushed me to the edge again and now I'm ready to pull the plug.
So I'll take my voice and scream, for the ones who're just like me.
When this is all you hear, remember. . .
FUCK YOUR EVERY THING.