We fell in monochrome chaos Selfishness brought resentment But I do miss our moment in which we fell in unison Your name is scarred on my heart But please know I always loved you from the start ♪ I'm so sorry dear, I never meant for this Awake and missing you ♪ Perpetual rest come gracefully But please just know that I'm so sorry ♪ 3am artificial junctures, instead of the astral plain Fearing my grave in which my mind will lay Painkillers are killing me, probably 'cause the pain is me Tell me that you love me, even though you're lying through your teeth ♪ You still had love to show, I still had blood to bleed If you had so much love to show, why hold it to me? ♪ You were my number one, I place you number two My anxiety separated me from you Cut it loose ♪ My souls still shackled to you ♪ You were my number one, you place me number two I loved how when you let me down, you took everything too Eye, visualise ruining a fucking home ♪ How does it feel to be one with the second best?