The sky was pink
My cheeks were red
From all the stupid things you said
Again
Again
I picked my nails, played with my hair
Acted like I didn't care
That you were leaving
That you were leaving
The moon and stars aligned to have you by my side
Don't disappear
I need you here tonight
I'm not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I'd rather get burned than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I'm not good at goodbyes, goodbyes
I locked the doors inside my head
With all the things I wish I said to you, to you
And tangled in this waiting game
And hopeful that you feel the same about me too
Cluttered hearts collide, our fire never died
Let's disappear, get out of here tonight
I'm not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I'd rather get burned than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I'm not good at goodbyes
I can't fight these feelings anymore
But it's hard for me to say
That my room hasn't felt like home
Since you walked out yesterday
Does the smile on my face disguise the pain I feel not being by your side?
Why is this goodbye?
Why is this goodbye?
I'm not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I'd rather get burned than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I'm not good at goodbyes
When you look me in the eyes
I'm not good at goodbyes
So here I am
This is everything I feel
I'd rather get burned than deny what's real