The sky was pink My cheeks were red From all the stupid things you said Again Again I picked my nails, played with my hair Acted like I didn't care That you were leaving That you were leaving The moon and stars aligned to have you by my side Don't disappear I need you here tonight I'm not good at goodbyes For better or for worse I'd rather get burned than say I never tried Keep feeding me lies Half the time When you look me in the eyes I'm not good at goodbyes, goodbyes I locked the doors inside my head With all the things I wish I said to you, to you And tangled in this waiting game And hopeful that you feel the same about me too Cluttered hearts collide, our fire never died Let's disappear, get out of here tonight I'm not good at goodbyes For better or for worse I'd rather get burned than say I never tried Keep feeding me lies Half the time When you look me in the eyes I'm not good at goodbyes I can't fight these feelings anymore But it's hard for me to say That my room hasn't felt like home Since you walked out yesterday Does the smile on my face disguise the pain I feel not being by your side? Why is this goodbye? Why is this goodbye? I'm not good at goodbyes For better or for worse I'd rather get burned than say I never tried Keep feeding me lies Half the time When you look me in the eyes I'm not good at goodbyes When you look me in the eyes I'm not good at goodbyes So here I am This is everything I feel I'd rather get burned than deny what's real