Lay me down Let me rest Decor my grave Pay respect Don't cry only smile Not scared of death suicidal I hear my thoughts feel denial Another mind inside of mine Hear the voices screaming crying Am I dying? Am I dying? I'm scared I'm scared I'm paranoid and I'm scared I swear I seen him right there You saying you ain't seen him there? You mean it's all inside of my mind? Even when he said to cut my damn veins? Blame it on a mental illness suicide You wouldn't understand the goddamn pain Don't be sad just smile more It's harder than it really seems Skeletons coming out the closet When I killed myself in my dreams All my secrets that I couldn't keep Only hurting people not me B.H.D on my fucking coffin Lay me down to rest in peace Grab my shovel Ima' dig my grave Ima' measure out six feet Kill me now it'll numb the pain And it'll release the inner peace Starve myself with my ED I haven't ate shit in fucking weeks Lost my place when I lost weight Cuz' a heartbreak got me weak So broke, so cold, spin my mind like a snow globe On my mind every night It fucks me up cuz' you been gone Send a text No reply Hit you up through a pay phone Wanna see your eyes one more time Then I'm fine with leaving on my own