I never meant to hurt anyone I was just trying to hold my head Cause it's been all covered in dust and I've been just lying until I'm dead And I the back of my room what's the use of keeping anything around In the dirt and the leaves what do I need I can't quite figure it out And I'd follow you up the stairs you know I'm fair I'd tell you whatever it is To the best of my knowing I think I'm going somewhere away from this I hope you're willing to hear that you're my dear but I've been so filled up with doubt And somehow I'm swimming in shame and I'm afraid I can't quite figure it out I can't quite figure it out