I'm trying to distract myself Cause I'm getting tired of crying my eyes out Over you and over nothing And maybe I'll see someone else It is meaningless, I do not feel it I just want to feel like I'm a separate person ♪ But there's a slow leak in my tire I just fill it up every other night 'Cause after work I'm fucking tired I just want to go back to bed and spend the next day inside But I'm still having thoughts about you at night And we had half a conversation while Jon was in the basement About going our separate ways but just in thе same direction I light a candle in thе shower Try to tap into my special power I end up on my knees with the water all around me So it's ok what I'm feeling, it's alright if I'm crying And maybe there's some good coming although I cannot find it And I know that light humming on the back of my eyelids And that your gravity's nothing to the dark that surrounds it But I remember being taken over by the feeling So if you think that means that I'm over you you're dreaming