Pinch me if it's real Lately I've been all in my feels Go to sleep and wake up with the chills How can I chill? Living where my daddy pay the bills Tryna manifest a couple mill We done made it up the hill Mirage, none of this shit is real I can't even tell you how I feel This industry a change you Lift you up just to hang you Tears fallin' this is juice from the strange fruit Get cha change just don't ever let it change you In the eye of the storm you never came through Fucked around and grew that's what rain do The little boy in me wanna blame you Instead I blame myself that's a shame too All the hoes I hit Carry the burdens of the goals I missed But let me live cause the flows I spit I wasn't trynna be perfect I was tryna live I didn't give you what you need but what I had to give That was never enough Showed my hand it was never a bluff Built a home that was never for us I could only be myself A song could never tell you how I felt I didn't need to be alone I needed help But that was too much for you It was too much for me too On my way Won't be long Tried to wait Took too long It's too late Now you gone Lost my way Where's my home On my way Won't be long Tried to wait Took too long It's too late Now you gone Found my way Come back home Found my way Found my way Found my way Found my way Found my way