Choking with my laughter Drowning in my pride Feeling like a master With nothing left to hide Could have been so happy Chosen to be sad Stressed and disappointed Hidden in my shell Fighting with myself How to understand this game Dirty mirror of my soul Is this me or my Ego? Here I am Here I'm going in grace Don't look back Mind your step and forget I'm OK I'm calling and calling Don't want to lose control From the start to the end I'm losing again Will I ever be strong In my heart Strong in my heart Was bleeding What I feel is anger Bunch of lies I play Compromising with the devil All these stupid things I say I weigh one thousand kilos And my soul is full of dirt I see only my obsessions No more struggle I can bear Can you help me? Hidden my complex And I wonder what is next I can't touch my heart and soul But I feel my sick Ego! Here I am Now I'm counting to ten Don't look back Mind your step and relax I'm OK I'm falling and falling Don't want to lose control From the start to the end I'm losing again Will I ever be strong in my heart