I'm staring at the ceiling I got this sinking feeling I'm scared of what I might find I'm asking where is my mind I can't explain this process How did I get in this mess? My stomach's feeling queasy They say nothing is easy I know that I might not win I'm not the kind that gives in When it gets tough, I don't care This cat in hanging in there Depression leads to manic And then you start to panic In life sometimes That's just the way it is It's hard to break that spell When I think of you, my love It's hard to break that spell But I won't give up on you I've got some ideas brewing On which I have been stewing Right now I'm second guessing My body's always stressing All of our choices laid out With some mistakes, I've no doubt In life sometimes That's just the way it is It's hard to break that spell When I think of you, my love It's hard to break that spell But I won't give up on you It's hard to break that spell When I think of you, my love It's hard to break that spell But I won't give up on you It's hard to break that spell When I think of you, my love It's hard to break that spell But I won't give up on you