It's over
But it hasn't happened yet
In a white room
Boiling over with regret
And I don't know
Just how this all will end
But it's unfair
To leave and lock me in
So I'm getting out tonight
With or without you but it's hard
Cause it all feels real to me
Yeah it's hard
But how could it not be
She tells me that it's cool
Even when I am depressed
She says everything is fine
Even when my life's a wreck
She knows all my favorite songs
Like the one that's in my head
She doesn't know the words
She just makes them up instead
I wish we could just talk
I could tell her what I mean
Sure you can hear my thoughts
But are you even listening
I know you're not
And it's brand new
But it's already began
With the lights off
Make it easy to pretend
Cause I do know
Just how this story ends
And I don't care
Better me than him
So I'm getting off tonight
With or without you
Why is it hard
Leaving well enough be
Yeah you can't miss what you forget
So do you still remember me
She tells me that it's cool
Even when I am depressed
She says everything is fine
Even when my life's a wreck
She knows all my favorite songs
Like the one that's in my head
She doesn't know the words
She just makes them up instead
I wish we could just talk
I could tell her what I mean
Sure you can hear my thoughts
But are you even listening
I know you're not mine
But you could be soon
I wanna spin you like a record
That comes highly attuned
I wanna listen for the chances
Just to gauge your mood
Jealousy's disease baby
Hope you get well soon
Was this a bad time
For me to notice this
Seems too perfect not to tell you
That we coexist
I want the right lie
For me to sink my ship
Like the colors you see when you die
I love you leaving your lips
She tells me that it's cool
Even when I am depressed
She says everything is fine
Even when my life's a wreck
She knows all my favorite songs
Like the one that's in my head
She doesn't know the words
She just makes them up instead
I wish we could just talk
I could tell her what I mean
Sure you can hear my thoughts
But are you even listening
I know you're not