Eyes stay closed and the drugs stay close to me what the fuck do you even see in me
Listen up keep your eyes on me one last time before I bleed
I fuck it up again
Listen close
I see what's on your mind
I see I'm a ghost
See that inside
See that I'm broke
The fuck you even think when you think of me
I can't go on
I can't go on
I can't go on
I can't go on
I can't go on
I can't even lie to you I can't even lie for this
Speaking my mind let me go
Fuck you even think that I know
Blood drip from my eyes I'm cold heart is so colder then
Ice in my chest like I know this shit
Covered in blood when I'm over this coughing up blood like I can't admit
Coughing up blood like I'm high as shit
Coughing up everything that I ever said
Cause I can't talk
I'm so anxious and I can't talk
I'm so in my fucking head like you are not
Why you even speak to me
The fuck you even mean to me
I just want to be with me
Alone in my head easily
Nowhere here
Lonely still
Run from me
All of me
Avoided all you could be
Doesn't mean anything
I don't know how I can breathe
Your fucking blame me
Still fucking hate me
Never confronted evade me
You saved me from dark right
Frustrated alone nothing feel right
Don't feel right
Just the way it feels right
You won't understand how I feel right
Always on my own no more home a depressed fuck
Always on my own tryna get my fucking racks up
I don't wanna know none yo homies think they deathn
I'm just tryna go, say no more I'm so sick ugh