Someday
I wish for sanity
To come to me
And all
These broken lights
Guide me down a path out of sight
They said that they would wish me well
As always
But red is nowhere in myself
So I know that
One of these days, I'll go batshit crazy
One of these days, I
Will
Go
Charcoal skies
Charcoal skies
I been overthinking every breath I take
What if it was all a big mistake?
Would you tell me? Hey
Please don't fail me, hey
Think about you when it's gettin late
I can't add your luggage on my plate
Gettin heavy, hey
I ain't ready, hey
Push to start
Once I start, I cannot stop
Spit into my blue cigars
Can't fit my hand in that jar, runnin low
I ran out of places I can hide
I can't hide no more
Only show what's floating in my mind
Parts that I don't go
Only get destructive over time
Don't wan' die no mo
No more preaching sentimental vibes
Just some "I don't know's"
Wonder if they'll tell me when it's time
Or when I'm gon go
I promised my momma I'd be fine
That shit hurt my soul
That shit made me think about my brother
Askin "Why'd I go?"
Don't think I could even tell em bye
Then I come back home
That's when poppa looked me in my eye
Said I'm not alone
He felt that way too, I coulda cried
That's when I could stop
I been overthinking every breath I take
What if it was all a big mistake?
Would you tell me? Hey
Please don't fail me, hey
Think about you when it's gettin late
I can't add your luggage on my plate
Gettin heavy, hey
I ain't ready, hey