Lately I don't feel anything My mind is numb, my body's weak I wish i'd just float into space where i belong I'll go out the way i came A bag of bones, a busted brain I've been living with a beat up heart for way too long I'll change my ways When i am good and ready to Or i'll stay the same If i want And ill be okay Or ill be drunk and miserable Till I'm dead and gone I quit sleeping in the wake Of all the dreams that i can't shake Now I've been staring at these same white walls For way too fucking long And I've been digging my own grave A shallow hole that bears my name A place to spend my greatest days alone I'll change my ways When i am good and ready to Or i'll stay the same If i want And ill be okay Or ill be drunk and miserable Till I'm dead and gone I clench my fist and grit my teeth I pound the pavement till I bleed Get drunk enough to fall asleep Drown in mediocrity Fuck it I'll change my ways When i am good and ready to Or i'll stay the same If i want And ill be okay Or ill be fucking miserable Till I'm dead and gone