Everybody's got a secret to hide Everyone is slipping backwards I drank the water and I felt alright I took a pill almost every night In my mind I was waiting for change While the world just stayed the same Everybody's got a secret to hide Everyone is slipping backwards I can't remember if I like what I said I can't remember it went straight to my head I kept a bottle by the foot of the bed I put a pillow right on top of my head But I killed for love Everybody's got a secret to hide Everyone is slipping backwards You say you see it almost every time A little number counting back to nine I can't remember if I like what I said I can't remember it went straight to my head But I killed for love