Sometimes I don't understand myself
I'm a complicated man
Although I've got a lot of issues
You're still here, it's me you always choose
And it scares me to death that one day I'd lose your kiss
And you'd be gone because I drove you away
My life would come crashing down
I'd never forgive myself, every part of me, every cell
Would cry a tear til the tears become a sea
In which I would drown
Lavender Please forgive my madness
It's triggered by a lot of sadness
I never mean to hurt you
With the things I say and the things that I do
Bridge 2:
And I know you don't deserve this
When you were nothing but perfect
You're the best thing that's happened to me
There's no way I could ever deny it
We've come a long long way together
Please don't give up on me no matter
How weak or sad I make you feel
I promise you things will get better
Lavender Middle 8:
There's no point in second guesses
You're the one I want I confess it
Don't know what I was thinking when I did you wrong
So many people have gone in and out of my life
But not you 'cause the one that I'm sure of
Is that I can't live without your lavender love
Your lavender love
I love you. Please don't misunderstand my weakness
You're the only light I have
I love you. Please don't let go of my hand
I need you all the way 'til the end
My lavender I can't live without your lavender love