I could sit and watch in silence as the space grows in-between Returns me to a grim serenity But every breath I breathe, I crave it, the solemn slow surrender The bitter pill to medicate me, sedate me But the days are getting longer, I can feel it slip away (feel it slip away) The poison in my head's become the poison in my veins Wake me when it's over, I'm dying to believe (dying to believe) I've never felt as lonely as I do when you're here with me The vultures hover, persistent disease Nine circles deep, we try to sleep, eyes open wide in disbelief I'm nothing more than a sedentary waste of space and air A disappointment to myself, to you and everybody else Too strung out to ever face how I long to fucking leave this place I know you'd be there beside me If I could tear down the walls between us Tear down the walls between us There could be something here to hold Something that's worth salvaging, that I cannot let go I know this chemical delay Can't be the only thing that brings me clarity But the days are getting longer, I can feel it slip away (feel it slip away) The poison in my head's become the poison in my veins Wake me when it's over, I'm dying to believe (dying to believe) I've never felt as lonely as I do when you're here with me Would you still be there beside me? If I could tear down the walls between us Tear down the walls between us