I fuck it up again and again, it's like they're my only friends
I'm talking 'bout all these drugs, I take 'em straight to the head
I know you lie, lie, lie, but you say you regret
I hope you die, die, die, 'cause of all that you said
You're keeping me up at night, don't think I've slept in days
I'm mixing codeine with Sprite, look at the mess you made
Left me on my own again, I think I'm saying too much
But bitch, I don't give a fuck, I'm running straight from your love
Please just save me from this wreckage
I just hope you get the message
I just don't know how to say this
Passing notes, I hope you take this
Count the days in my head, days in my head
Never felt like this before
Count the days in my head, days in my head
Never felt like this before
I'm not saying that I hate you, but I hate the way I love you
She fucked up everything in my life, all my happiness came from you
I know we can't go back, but in my mind, I still think of you
My mind is going off track, you really hit me with that one-two
We don't talk anymore, but text me and I'll reply right back
I'm crawling on the floor, taking pills to stay on track
And shoutout to my brothers, they the reason I pick up my slack
Maybe one day me and you can talk again, forget about the past
All the things you say hurt so, so bad
Just one bad day from calling it wraps
But you're the only person I really have
So what the fuck am I supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps?
It really feels like you don't even care
The times you say you love me, they're so rare
Yeah, I'm speaking from my heart and I'm talking with pain
Yeah, I fucked things up, just another day
I fuck it up again and again, it's like they're my only friends
I'm talking 'bout all these drugs, I take 'em straight to the head
I know you lie, lie, lie, but you say you regret
I hope you die, die, die, 'cause of all that you said
You're keeping me up at night, don't think I've slept in days
I'm mixing codeine with Sprite, look at the mess you made
Left me on my own again, I think I'm saying too much
But bitch, I don't give a fuck, I'm running straight from your love