In my suicide note I wrote That if any motherfuckers want smoke I'd choke I stay fucked up I'm so hung up On the fact I ain't shit But a fuck up All my friends have overdosed Even though I ain't there yet, bitch I'm close In the meantime I'll stay locked in my room Away from sunshine I take cover in a substance I hate the taste Down it like its nothing How many hits can I lick before I tap out? How many drinks can I sip before I black out? Imma test my limit for the last time Please stay with me on the hotline I'll call u back when I feel alright But tomorrow never comes A life is finite I can't stop takin' hella pills But I'm not addicted I just do it for the thrill Acid tabs sitting on my tongue But don't worry 'bout a thing I just do it for fun Glassed eyes in the mirror Lookin' at myself Thinkin' 'bout why the fuck I do this to my health Paranoia got me grabbin' shrooms off my shelf Try to stop me I cant let you bitch So go to hell I feel nothing To feel something But im a fucking slave to the chemicals I've been Straight huffing I wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so Take my mind away My eyes fell down the drain These tear drops act as rain Try to flush away, rinse away my pain I take cover in a substance I hate the taste Down it like its nothing How many hits can I lick before I tap out? How many Drinks can I sip before I black out? Imma test my limit for the last time Please stay with me on the hotline I'll call u back when I feel alright But tomorrow never comes A life is finite