Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ohhh
Yeah
Thought I'd have it all now
Ballin' like a rockstar
You don't even call now
Loving like an imposter
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Drinking till I feel now
I've run out of options
Might go cop a pill
Already drowning in the toxins
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Now I question people I put on
Yeah
And now I question, where do I belong?
Yeah
Losing who I am
Made a mistake to show you
Think I'll fight my demons on my own
Miss me with a sorry
I've been giving too much
Losing all me
If you not my brother
Then what are we?
It's been getting hard to trust the process
When nobody else is all in
And I can feel the distance through the phone
Bury all our memories
That love is not for me
Yeah
I can't even heal
Now I'm numb to all the feels
Not sorry
Thought I'd have it all now
Ballin' like a rockstar
You don't even call now
Loving like an imposter
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Drinking till I feel now
I've run out of options
Might go cop a pill
Already drowning in the toxins
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Was it all pretend?
Tell me, where do we begin?
Was it all pretend?
'Cause now I'm letting no one in
Six months still hiding my sorrows
Never thought I'd ever feel hollow
And all my nights would blend
From running from the past I'm holding in
Writing what I feel now
Nothing to conceal now
Praying all my walls stop caving in
Thought I'd have it all now
Ballin' like a rockstar
You don't even call now
Loving like an imposter
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Drinking till I feel now
I've run out of options
Might go cop a pill
Already drowning in the toxins
Back up in my walls again
Tell me, was it all pretend?
Was it all pretend?
Was it all pretend?
Was it all pretend?
Back up in my walls again