I should be more honest with myself
'Cause I'm no good at knowing when I need help
And I'm getting tired of pushing away everybody
The second I let them get close
It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see
And I try to fight it but all the damage is done
It's too late to hold in the flood
Maybe it runs in my blood
I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more
If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war
Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all?
Maybe it's not how I love
Maybe it's just in my blood
I'm doing my best not to let down my guard
'Cause everything seems dangerous when you'rе in the dark
And I'm getting tired of pushing away еverybody
The second I let them get close
It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see
And I try to fight it but all the damage is done
It's too late to hold in the flood
Maybe it runs in my blood
I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more
If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war
Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all?
Maybe it's not how I love
But maybe it's just in my blood
In my blood, in my blood
Maybe I just need my space
Maybe one day I can change
Maybe it's not how I love
Maybe it's just in my blood
Maybe it's just in my blood