How lucky am I to be fallen To know what it's like to be down? How lucky am I to have met you To know what I don't wanna keep around How lucky are you to be blind to Everything bad that you do? How lucky are you to be ignorant? How lucky are you to be you? How stupid am I, put my trust in Someone I don't understand How stupid am I to be chasing You were running through life with no cares And I can't live like that Setting fires and not look back Didn't wanna say it but I envy you And your cold heart, you're cold Didn't wanna say it but I wish I could Be so cold, you're so Didn't wanna say it but I miss you so Sometimes Didn't wanna say it but I envy you And your cold heart, You're cold (I don't care) How happy am I 'bout to turn out? I'm doing fine on my own I'm happy that we never worked out If you had feelings, you'd know Whatever you touch turns to ashes That's why I can't keep you close No it's not gon' be worth it So you'd better get up and go Didn't wanna say it but I envy you And your cold heart, you're cold Didn't wanna say it but I wish I could Be so cold, you're so Didn't wanna say it but I miss you so Sometimes Didn't wanna say it but I envy you And your cold heart, you're cold (I don't care)